you know what’s the best way to torture yourself?

liking someone when you know deep inside that it’s not gonna work out yet still fucking grasping on to tiny portion of hope that things will eventually work out one day as long as you give it time.

i want to just walk away from all this shit and dump all my feelings along the way. the sad thing is i know that in the end ima go right back because i either just love to get hurt, or im just plain retarded.

(via sindayywu)

ima kill someone if i get rejected from syep this summer again omg.

Today I went shoppin and cockblockin these 2 luv birds. LOL! Went around Soho chillin like a villain with my cool sunglasses so i can check peeps out without em knowing ;) LOLLLL jk. But yeah today was a fun day and i still got lots of $$$ left :)

Why do almost all good days have to end on a bad note.

I been tryna sleep for the past two hours! Holy shit. My cramps are fucking killing me along with this emotional breakdown out of nowhere. I just want to sleep peacefully but out of the blues, I find myself crying a whole river.. What the hell is wrong with me. I hate getting my period, but this is by far the worst experience I ever had. It’s like a combination of consistent physical and emotional pain. :(

Ugh stupid cramps and mood swings…